Originally Posted by
venuscat 
Hi love,
I just got home, started posting, was thinking about you, and here you are!
I'm not sure what you mean in the line I quoted above.
For me, the pain of being an alcoholic began to dissipate the moment I put down the Chardonnay. (Again).
I see the rest of my life as having amazing possibilities...every door is open for me now. And I see the same for you.
Enjoy your cooking, and I'm sure you will be able to make a wonderful new chicken recipe without the wine.
V xx
Hey V,
I meant, he will be sorry it came to this for me. I never wanted it, he was so happy I "had it together". He will come out sideways after this. Really the last thing he ever expected me to allow to happen to me. Yes, life will now get better. But it was the falling down that will get him. There's falling down, and there's being down. This, is falling. He knows me.
Hugs,
P