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Old 04-26-2005, 08:29 PM
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godmustloveme
My babies are my inspirations!
 
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Join Date: Apr 2005
Location: Casey, IA
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Hi my name is jenny, i picked the name "godmustlove" because he's kept me alive for some reason. I have bee addicted to meth for 10 years. This last year I started shooting it up. I got to where I was helping cook the dope and shooting it up sometimes 12 times a day. I would do more dope into my vein in one day than the average drug addict would do in a month. I was raped all the time because I'd be so out of it that I didn't even care. My boyfriend, the "cook", would let his friends have sex with me and then he would beat me up for it later. Well thats making a long story short, very short. Now I am back with my children and husband thanks to the lord, they didnt give up on me. I last shot up on February 3rd. I'm going to therapy and keeping busy with gardening, ebay, fishing etc. It's still hard but getting better. Good luck to ya'll. Looking at my babies faces makes me stay sober. God bless them.
Thanks for listening, jenny aka (godmustloveme)
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