Welcome to SR, Michael.
The cycle of drinking/addiction needs to be broken. Begin by pouring out whatever beer you have left and rehydrate with water.
Sustenance is important. It is hard to think clearly if you are hungry. Food banks and food kitchen/soup kitchens can satisfy your need for meals. Google search "food kitchens or food banks" and the name of your state and town.
Find treatment for your addiction - your doctor, a therapist, AA - and give it all you've got.
We are here for you, Michael, and solidly in your corner.