Originally Posted by
soberwolf 
Chuck out any remaining alcohol
Attend a AA meeting today & tonight
Michael you didnt have to drink it doesnt make sense but i remember the days when it did
Do you want to be sober Michael
Yes, but I can't. I can't quit today. I don't know why, but I'm stuck in this obsessive thing where I HAVE to drink today and quit tomorrow or else I'll never be sober because I didn't give it closure. It's not rational, but feelings aren't rational. I know better but I just cannot fight it.