cocokramer

Hi all,

I'm at day 6 after a brief relapse stint (after 90 days sigh.....).

My husband left me just prior to that 90 days.

I've been crying and wallowing in self pity since.

Anyhow - last night I picked up the bb and started to read it from the beginning. Prior to that just flipped through it and highlited what sounded good.

I read thru Message to the agnostic.

I was filled with such peace and calm. I felt finally like everything is going to be ok whatever that means for me.

I felt amazing today as well.

I feel like I've been meeting my higher power in fits and starts and last night I felt a peace like I haven't had since rehab.

Anyhow - I'm new to the forum and just wanted to share my good vibe.

Hope everyone is having a serene night.

coco