This is so much like what I am going through right now it's scary. I just came off a 4 day bender (drink boatloads of vodka, vomit in the shower, sleep a few hours, repeat the process day and night for days.) I stopped yesterday and went to the ER to get some meds for the detoxification process. I took the rest of the week off work so I don't cause suspicion (I am a highly functional alcoholic, I wait until I get home to get hammered and try to get 8 hours of sleep but I'm sure some people can tell.) I don't ever want to feel the way I did yesterday again and I hope you succeed in your quitting. I'd like to talk more because our situations sound so similar so keep me updated.