Originally Posted by
Kiro 
... But I do know that when I was doing drugs...I never woke up depressed, never felt empty all the time, and never felt so plastic and unhappy. Nothing makes me happy, tired of wearing a "Im happy and successful mask" when inside I feel so empty and quite frankly miserable.
Is this normal with long term sobriety?
That's why I choose to use spiritual based recovery. Besides clean pee, it gives me POMJSOP:
Peace Of Mind
Joy
Sense Of Purpose