Thx for letting me know its ok to be pissed and have other emotions. I have to become more self aware and accepting of these things called feelings( in my Spock voice). I'm like a baby learning how to not only walk but even crawl when it comes to feelings and not drinking over them. Although I didn't want to drink over being pissed, it was just so darn uncomfortable and taking up valuable space in my head. I don't want this to fester and start holding onto resentments that only end up hurting me. I'm so happy SR is here to help me work through these things instead of drinking. Thx you all r the best! Btw I think feeling feelings and accepting them are going to take some practice. Buts that's ok, that's how I did well in other areas of my life b4 drinking took over. Practice, practice, study, study!