Headed to rehab part 2
First of all, thanks to everyone for your encouragement yesterday.
T minus 3 hours and counting. I have been up and pacing around my house since 4:00 a.m. this morning, full of anxiety yet oddly relieved. Strange duality there. I have a 4 hour drive to this program and I really still do not know what to expect. I think the one thing bothering me the most right now is the humiliation over all of the very stupid things I did when I was drunk and I am wondering if that will ever go away.
I imagine when I get back I'll be posting on this forum quite a bit, as meetings can be difficult to get to where I live during the winter.
Thanks to all and happy holidays.