I believe you posted you are indeed schizophrenic. It doesn't just go away cause we get 3 weeks of sobriety, friend. 3 weeks is a great start - it's a gift of grace, but what you do with that start is up to you......It's a marathon and you ( and me) have just started
Hope you're on med's and take this seriously........
Really, Really read what Dee has posted. He really is trying to be helpful - as usual!!!
Hope you get the help you Deserve.
FlyN