Originally Posted by FixerUpper

I never knew what the concept of rock bottom was until last Saturday. 5:30 am. moment of truth with my wife. So the decision was made. I am checking into a program, hopefully in the next day or two. I have spoken to an intake person and I am waiting for a call back and I have never felt such anxiety and fear in my life! Anybody out there who has been through this waiting? How did you deal with it?