Ya know, I was diagnosed stage 3 metastatic melanoma back in 06. I can only imagine where I'd be if I thought all that crap my oncologist told me to fight it was BS.
I can only imagine,too, where I'd be if I thought the help AA had for me was just a bunch of crap BS.
I wish you the best Jeremy, but from the perspective of many here,yer heading for trouble trying(AGAIN) to do this your way.