TDG,
you're over all that?
wow.
you'd be the first in history to be over all that so fast.
Jeremy, i've read a lot of your posts, and i myself know moments of feeling invincible, flying high on confidence, but i've read your dark posts, too, and know from myself that real confidence came with acting, and wasn't in the feeling of it.
i hope you reconsider. building a sober life...when i say that, for me it really means 'building'. a process. putting bricks in place. cementing them together. takes time and work.
i hope you reconsider your inpatient-is-bs stance. chances are it would add a bunch of bricks to the building.