I have people to talk to.
I take an anti-depressant.
What can anyone say?
It is what it is.
Even my GP thinks I should be over this by now. Its over a year since he left.
Its not that I want him to come back, I just feel sad that this is how I ended up.
I never wanted anything spectacular.
I just think there should be more to my life than this.
Sometimes it just seems so pointless.
Whats the point of having goals or future plans when there is no-one to share it with?
My poor daughter caught up in the loneliness of my life. Its not fair on her.
How can things of got so bad that he was willing to leave his own child?
I feel so guilty that I have brought this into her life.