I should add that the whole socializing thing is a major part of my recent downfall. Living out in the middle of nowhere, lonely as hell after moving to such a rural area from a big city, and voila--I find the only business anywhere remotely near me--and of course it's a tavern. As luck would have it, it's filled with incredibly friendly people who learned my name immediately and seem very happy to see me every time I come in. While this makes me feel good, of course, ultimately it is poison to my recovery. So I try to stay away from the place, and go back to my loneliness, but it's really hard.
Thanks again for your help, Dee74, I'd be happy to check out other online groups. Just getting my bearings here.