Keep being soon and you will enjoy sadness for what it is. It is apart of life. It is in the spectrum of emotions. I don't enjoy being sad but I know it is a vital part of life and I can thank God or thank the universe or the moment of being sad because I know I don't know what happiness without the contrast of being Sad. Also being Sad can be the trigger to make lasting change in your life. This too shall pass...work out..eat chocolate...don't kill yourself it will pass.