Lance
I want you to know you're not alone. I had to leave ( hopefully temporarily) my partner Monday because my sobriety was being jeopardized if I stayed. It hurts! I know it does! But we have to keep first things first. In this case sobriety.
I hope you have been able to have an honest discussion with your partner about this situation and how it's affecting you.
Sitting with you today and offering tons of support.