Hi wanttobehealthy
It's been a while since I was here but I'm kind of back and remember you.
You are very strong.
I've been unemployed for a while and am also in a bad situation $$$. For me it's about depression that has gone severe. I might lose my apartment too. I think I secured a job Thank God, but it will still be 2 months until I get my next pay check.
It has been embarrassing and sad and I understand how it feels to look like an irresponsible person.
Anyway, I concluded we are socialized to think money and image and objects are what defines who we are. I am trying to see, that whatever happens I have value, and am learning and trying to make progress in my life and be a healthier person and if I keep doing that things will be alright.
Hugs!!