Hi Stung you are with good people here.. scream cry and vent for the Doctor told me along time ago cry Lady Clown and the tears wash the bad stuff out of your body... ppsstt don't let my hubby know about auto ammu stuff he will get that to.. ahhahahaha laugh kiddo laugh for laughter makes the world stop and look at you and think Their Nuts but hey they are happier. then me. love ardy.. you can do it soldier I know it..