Marcus - haha...if I screw up it won't be because I had extra bags / methadone lying around during withdrawal. Leaving extra stuff around wasn't ever a problem for me. I just took my last dose of methadone so it is going to be a waiting game for a little while. The last go around it took six days before the methadone wore completely off, and I started getting sick for real.
Tired - I throw on some LoG in your honor today.
I am trying to get myself pumped up, but I'll admit that I am afraid of what lies ahead. Once I get some time behind me I am hoping that I will have something to hold on to. I feel like the kid who is about to catch a beating on the parking lot across from school, and the clock is reading 2:59PM. Well, I guess I better get ready to swing first and keep swinging.