Hi Toni the important thing is your bk
You can do this but you got to start getting more pro active in your plan of recovery
if your struggling come on here and say it send a pm talk about it
Dont be angry at yourself learn that whatever has happened has happened and to make your plan stronger than before
write down an acceptance list reasons why you cant drink convert that anger on to page
do it here print it off become accountable for your sobriety
more importantly realise there are ppl here who can talk to you before you think F it
you can lean on us anytime and im glad your here now