Originally Posted by
brynn 
Y'all are right. It's not a lie that we are having problems and I need a break. I feel like I'm making excuses because the truth is I'm scared. I'm unsure of myself and feeling totally insecure. I don't trust myself to make good choices right now. But staying here is NOT a good choice and even I know that!
I need to swallow my pride (ha what little I have left) and call someone. Secrets are killers.
Make the call Brynn your not to far gone you can do this and you have a lot of support its ok to be scared but its not ok for you to live in fear like this
call somreone you trust that really cares and seek help your not alone