Awesome on 1 month - that's the hardest! Keep doing what you're doing it sounds like you are coming to terms with how serious your problem is. Took me a couple of detoxes to get it right, but I never did what I was supposed to do after them (meetings, sponsor, steps, counseling). It's a lot of work and it takes time. I can say it's better. Some days are not good, but it is better than when I was drinking. Great job.