Originally Posted by
chloebaby 
my mind is constantly screwing with me telling me how good I feel after a couple and it will be different this time.
I have that, too. Part of my brain is addicted to alcohol, and it talks in my head. When it tells me things, it isn't mistaken or misinformed, it lies.
It will be different this time is one of it's favorites. It's never different. It intentionally deceives me to get what it wants. It is a liar and a thief, and it will kill me if I let it.
I stopped taking advice on things that are important to me from a known liar, and my life has improved as a result. I highly recommend it.