In the 3 months of trying to stop the idea of telling someone im struggling was unthinkable silly really as its expected but for some reason i couldnt phone someone and say dang im not feeling good
once i got sober anytime i felt like that in the early days i made that call (i didnt know sr existed at the time) it was a life saver
i havnt craved a drink since month 5 and im near 17 months now
i also played that mental tape of drinking (it was never pretty) in full that was a great deterrent in the first few months
I know you can do this Nudawn