Hi Babe.... they always say he never gives you more then you can deal with.. I don't believe that for a breath.. I am so sorry to hear of the pain on this dark path for you and Mom and Family.. but I truly believe that your GrandDad is no longer in pain.. and has holiday time with Family that was waiting for him... love and so many Prayers ardy ... watch the Stars in the Sky for they are those that have gone on first they twinkle as in winks of I Love You.. from those that we miss so much...