So tonight is the their night of no drinking. This morning I felt wonderful, this afternoon I felt off, had a headach and a little sluggish I suppose it's part of withdrawal. I still have a little vodka tucked away on my bedroom closet floor. I almost caved last night and too some but I overcame the urge and just went to sleep. All day today I've been thinking about why I haven't emptied that bottle out. Part of me is scare to but I don't know of what. I guess ultimately I'm afraid to fail at sobriety but then why keep this damn vodka????? WTF is wrong with me!!!!!!
