TLDR; used to be fine, but now I turn into a crazy, violent, cheating mad woman when I drink. Don't want to lose everything because of it.[/QUOTE]
This is me to an absolute T. The only way this stuff stopped happening, is when I chose to stop drinking. I would do insane stuff that the sober me wouldn't dream of doing in a million years. The booze was destroying my life. Kick it while you can, it only gets worse.