Originally Posted by
JayEl 
Welcome! I too am on day one - again. I've tried, and failed at explaining why I drink. Bottom line is because I am powerless when it comes to alcohol and can't have it. Not one, not once a week, not the second Tuesday of the month. None. Congrats on making the choice to do this!
This morning all I wanted to do was turn back the clock to 2 pm yesterday afternoon, I am self employed so some days I finish early and come home and drink. But its only once a week not that it matters, once a week is to much!!!
I feel so ashamed of myself today, I just want to scream at the top of my lungs I am sorry again.