I'm not sure from your info if u r in the usa or not. If u r you can put 211 and your state in your browser . There is info there on assistance programs. U can also dial 211 on your phone to talk to a person 24 hrsc a day. Just tell them basically what u told us and they may direct u to places that can help u get on your feet. Also contact your state social service office. And like D said don't assume there is a waiting list and surely don't under estimate the power of prayer faith and love. I will keep u in prayer and follow your story here on sr. I admire you for being able to stay sober through this... you r a winner! Keep posting I'm sure you will be given good advice from a lot of members.