Thanks for the advice guys. @haenni- I do have pets... a kitten that I rescued, and two other rescue cats.. They're the sweetest things and they keep me occupied (when they're not sleeping lol). I do read, and watch TV, but my issue is sitting still, and not being around people. Like tonight my boyfriend is at his GA meeting, and I'm home alone binging on Netflix... I'm on my third episode of 'revenge' drinking orange juice and club soda... wishing I was out with coworkers at happy hour, or just having a glass of wine here in my pajamas. I work two stressful jobs, both with special needs kids, and I know that's not an excuse to drink, and I absolutely love what I do, it just gets to me sometimes. I honestly wish I had the ability to quiet my mind, but it races 24/7- I will probably end up giving myself a heart attack one day. Hoping being completely sober will allow me the chance to just breathe....