The line in time
It's a while since I posted and it's the first time I've honestly considered a big plan. I've been stopping and starting over the last few months,, starting thinking, ahh sure it's not that bad really,,, stopping thinking,, I'm never touching that stuff again, ever. A few weeks roll by and the starting thinking starts again.
This vicious cycle comes with a fairly heavy toll, on relationships, work commitments, goals I may have etc etc,, & it's high time I took charge.
The whole powerless thing doesn't sit well with me at all but AVRT has always held an attraction except I've never made a big plan. I kind of purposely avoided it I think even though I've read the book & the crash course. Time to dig out the book me thinks and make this solemn vow to myself,
So the line in time as someone put it to me is 8 days ago when I took my final drink,, this side of the line is where I reside with my plan to never drink again and never change my mind.