Originally Posted by
Jsbodhi 
Oh!!! Thanks for replying! I also got filmed by my boyfriend during a blackout
( maybe you already read that) I wasn't believing what I was being told either, I kinda thought he was exaggerating for effect. Then I saw the film....... Not pretty. I looked like something from the undead, blank dead eyes, weird voice.
And thank you for the well wishes <3 same to you!
I thought it was you who also posted about being filmed but couldn't remember and didn't want to guess at that sort of thing.
Yes, undead, scary. The eyes...didn't even look like me. Or the "me" I was familiar with. My boyfriend was also an alcoholic so I had added incentive not to believe him but, as they say, the camera don't lie. Dear Lord what an awful time that was. I can finally look back on it without cringing but I definitely am in no hurry (EVER) to repeat my on-screen alcoholic moments again.