Lexie, I called my Dr yesterday and asked him to look at my neck and see if he could determine The cause. He said he would, but he said it would still be a "she said he said". He told me that he is proud of me and proud I called. He told me to use this opportunity to get him out of my life. He has been trying to give AH help prior for his addiction. He said not to ever talk to AH again until he has been in recovery for one year. The thing is, I plan on never speaking to him again, so I don't care what happens to him. He will not contact me. I know this with all of my being.
Tonight I am going to dinner and a movie with a friend if I can find something to cover my neck. I really just want to stay in the house and never leave expect to go to work, but that is not reasonable.