Welcome, Diysherman.
It probably took quite some time for you to get yourself into your current situation. It will take a little time to dig out. I'm glad you are going to meetings and have a sponsor and a warm place to sleep.
It will get better. One day at a time, friend. I've been homeless, I'm not anymore. Keep doing the next right thing and everything will be okay. Congratulations on taking back your life. Two months is a good start!