Thanks Heart,
When I was drinking I could tell the future...I knew every day was going to be a bad day.
Now that I am Sober & Free, I have real options, and the ability to make plans and decisions, or just be spontaneous, as you described.
I had NO options when I was drinking, except those that could be secondary to HAVING to drink, then any options other than more drinking were dismissed for...more drinking.
Great Post