Originally Posted by
OklaBH 
Are you drinking now or have you quit? It you quit, how many days/months sober are you? The feelings you are posting really need to be shared with a doctor as well.
Ive never been to rehab. I tried to go to a 3 day detox and was told my insurance wouldnt cover it.
Been sober over a year. Don't have a doctor or any health provider. Am currently working last few days in a very isolated rural location. work alone a very monotonus job and i can't turn my mind off. how i wish i had a terminal disease. Want to have full checkup when i get out of here.