Not going to tell him yet...
Thanks so much for all you support again. I got up today and had a shower brushed by hair and went for a walk. A friend of mine called to say had I gone through with it. i cant believe Im not pregnant anymore. I feel empty.
He still doesnt know. Im not too sure if I am going to tell him either. I know at some point I will have to. I know he didnt want the baby. I also know he is not really interested else he would have been there for me instead of being in the bar and sleeping around.
I think I need to heal myself and be strong before I tell him. I know its cruel but so is he for what he has put me through.
Thanks guys for everything. I am now going to try and go forwards with my face to the sun.
(HUGS)