ok its time to say the truth
Over the past few years ive had ups and major downs. Ive said im doing ok when reaĺly im not.
So here is the truth. I was doing ok. Wasnt drinking etc. But on september 14th i had a huge argument with my other half. I used that as an excuse to get wasted then i got arrested. for drink driving. I was over 3 times the limit. I had to be restrained on the ground. I was an idiot.
I got 2 years ban. 12 months probation. Forced Alcohol councilling and a 1600 pound fine.
Now you would expect that i would have took that shock and sorted myself out but i havent. Im now drinking neat vodka. 24/7 my family have quite rightly dissowned me. I xont want pity.
Tomorrow my car will be sold so i can go rehab. Im booked in. I just have to sell car so i can afford rehab
Im so sorry.