Originally Posted by godsonmyside
The fact was that we could not successfully use any mind-altering or mood-changing substance, including marijuana and alcohol. Drugs ceased to make us feel good.
Well, it worked
successfully for an awful long time... Or so it seems. I'm sure that could be argued.
Let's just say I was a fervent proponent that whatever was annoting me could be solved through drink and drug for the longest time.
Then I got here...
Drugs ceased to make us feel good.
I didn't let go. I would not accept that. I kept trying and trying and trying.
Even after finding the fellowship the first time around... I wasn't convinced.
It's only after a little bit of recovery time that I can listen to Who is an addict and really smile, and find in words, a kind of explanation for parts of my life.