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Old 04-21-2005, 12:27 PM
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Phinneas
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Originally Posted by godsonmyside
Very simply, an addict is a man or woman whose life is controlled by drugs. .

Our disease isolated us from people except for the getting, using and finding ways and means to get more. Hostile, resentful, self-centered and self-seeking, we cut ourselves off from the outside world. Anything not completely familiar became alien and dangerous. Our world shrank and isolation became our life. We used in order to survive. It was the only way of life we knew.
At first I drank and drugged. Then the drink and drugs took me. At that point I had no control, will power or self. The disease owned me body, mind and soul.

Thank god there is a solution and that I am living it today!

Awesome thread, Todd. Thanks.

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