Thanks all,
Exploring this site is definitely more productive than mindlessly clicking on social media.
Sorry to hear your also sick and behind Ted, such a burden but you can only do as much as you can do.
You are all right. Maybe because I did this on my own my thought process on all this is a bit skewed, but when I read the line "at least you're sober" over and over again, wherever I look, it somehow sank in, and a small weight came off my chest and the tightness in my bad shoulder and back loosened up. I minimize it, maybe it's because I always have to put up a tough front,and I want everything to seem effortless, but it's not effortless, it's complete lifestlye change, I'm just blessed with the means and ability to distract myself.
Seriously thanks for the welcome, I didn't think it would do much but we often find surprises in the places we least expect to.
