Kiro

I suppose choosing sobriety was the best choice...I guess...around year 3 it just became overwhelmingly boring.

I find things to do....I go to the gym, got really into cooking, health and nutrition. I started a small company, receive passive income, got employees, financially stable with an upward trend. I am in a long term relationship, with a loving and trustworthy girl. It seems all good on paper I suppose...just I feel empty all the time. Is this what sobriety is suppose to feel like?

I done drugs so long I have no idea if this normal or not? I always assumed sobriety is boring and lame. Which is why I loved to do drugs. I do not romanticize about old drug days or going backwards... But I do know that when I was doing drugs...I never woke up depressed, never felt empty all the time, and never felt so plastic and unhappy. Nothing makes me happy, tired of wearing a "Im happy and successful mask" when inside I feel so empty and quite frankly miserable.

Is this normal with long term sobriety?