thanks briar,
took a melatonin and a Benadryl. I feel drowsy, therefore calmer. Ive learned that I am an absolute nut when detoxing from even 1/2 pint. Its causes depression in me for like 4-7 days. I cant make any decisions that I can trust. Basically am useless for a period of time, except for stumbling through life. Today I was supposed to "perform" socially for plans my wife had made, then asked me to stay up with the kids playing, then get up with them while she slept, THEN go out and do social stuff. Day from hell ! hahaha
Thank you for being there.
Tomorrow will get a little better.
Im hoping your time with little people went good this evening. Kids rock. Theyre little ppl without all the crap, yet !
God love em !!