Lost 3 posts. Basically I've had no sleep got screwed over all day by my stupid wife, got a long drive to pick the kids up, everything hurts, and I've got my usual 4 day out hangover/ psycho thinking process going on. Hating everything right now. If I had nerve pills I'd eat em, but none of that really has ever helped me. Just not to drink-that's it. Ought to be simple. So mad I just want to scream at the world.
AV, I guess. God I'd love an escape.
I'd really love if I hadn't typed this crap twice already ! Haha
Gotta get it out of me though.
Sober is better than dead. That's where booze takes you.
I hate it that other ppl suffer alcoholism but I'm glad to talk to ppl who know what this is like.
Sober is all I got right now.