You are doing awesome Nuu. I think I posted about recovery fatigue and being sick of being sick. Can't remember when but I was past the worst. I was concerned I was spending so much time on here but it didn't matter what I did it was always on my mind. I needed that. My brain was making some amazing changes and it takes time. About the only thing I could do to take my mind off it was a movie or binge watching Hoarders. Too bad Netflix doesn't have AbFab.