Well,
I can certainly relate to your problem. I am in a similiar one. I am an addict, who volunteered myself into a recovery program. I am stuck in this program for 6 months, otherwise, I too, can loose my 3 children. Good Luck. Just remember though, which are more important- your children or your drugs? But, I can admit that this question is not so simple to answer when you are using and addicted, right?
Laurie