Something recovery taught me is that WE hold the key to our happiness, not anyone else, and when our lives become filled with darkness and chaos (as mine did), it's time to make changes to head down a better path.
Please do not be afraid to ask for help, if you have children and are in danger of losing your home or don't have enough food or money to pay the bills...please reach out to those who can help you and look at it as a chance to get help until you can take care of yourself.
My prayers go out to every one of you who are paying the price today for someone else's addiction.
Hugs