Your in my prayers, right now is actually a blessing because you`ve finally gotten to the point of asking for help, you`ve had a moment of clarity, realizing your powerless over alcohol means your life is just beggining, not the end. It means the sufferings over, know you must act fast!
Without help it is too much for us. But there is One who has all power-that One is God. May you find him now!
Half measures availed us nothing. We stood at the turning point. We asked His protection and care with complete abandon.
A.A. third edition
chapter 5
How It Works
Page 59
chris
P.S. god loves you and so does everyone else, we can relate because weve come to the same fork in the road, the important thing to know is that your never alone again,there`s god and someone is always a keystroke away, or at your local 12 step group, do yourself a favor and keep reachin out, the deal is that people want to help you because someone helped them, we keep what we have by giving it away. By the grace of god it`s nothing iv`e done.