Venus, very sorry to hear about a breakup.
Conquest, I'm using that quote today too. Thank you.
Works really rough today, but I have this first little tiny bit of peace starting to form, due to it not being my main job(a dead end one).
A bit of hope is a very different thing for me. Not dramatizing, just really not used to it. Today is the first day I haven't feverishly scoured job postings in about 2 yrs. I did it out of habit this morning , then stopped mid-type and though " oh. I'm not doing that anymore."
Is that weird not knowing how to feel about things looking up?
I guess feeling strung out and drunk has been the norm for way way too long.
I welcome the weirdness !!